2016 is almost end woohoo! you and i have survived another year!

2016 was definitely better than 2015(at least for me). thank god. i lost 5 kgs lol

it was a wild ride but then i feel like 2016 is the calm before storm

honestly, from what i've learnt from these past years, i tell myself not to expect anything.
i mean, i expected things to go great, but then they weren't, and when i expected them to flop, they're excellent, so yeah. i stopped doing that.

i'd be lying if i told you that i lost hope. no. i do hope for stuff, for my future, and i do try to make them come true, but it's more like that i'm just going with the flow.

ok i honestly don't know how to explain it. like, ill just do my best and pray then wait for the result i guess..

2017 is my last year on high school. the road opened for me would be tough and hard. i'd fall a few times, but that's okay. i know i'll be smiling in the end because life is unfair, but they're not really that ugly.

there'll be a lot of sweat and tears, tho. i'll be separated from my best friends from high school and i'll be meeting a LOT of new people. socializing is just not for me, i feel tired thinking about it, ugh. let's just hope for the best.

i don't know what 2017 has on its pocket for me, but ready or not, here i come!

have a merry christmas and happy new year, folks !

"I'd rather bend than break."

—김종인

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post dengan bahasa indonesia pertama gue karena otak gue terlalu males buat translet ke inggris.



kemarin, 27 Februari 2016, EXO dateng ke indo dan konser deket dengan sekolah gue. dan gue nonton EXOLUXION.
ini konser pertama gue dan sampe sekarang juga gue masih kebayang-bayang, kebawa mimpi bahkan, ga percaya gue ngeliat mereka secara live. emang lebay sih, tapi emang gitu lol
gue gabakalan cerita secara detil karena itu mungkin ngambil waktu 2 hari, tapi intinya :

1. depan gue baekhyun, chanyeol, sehun itu yang paling sering lewat dan brenti (gue section blue btw)
2. baekhyun itu member dengan durasi terlama ngadep ke arah gue, tapi persis saat memory hp gue full, jadi ga kerekam
3. sedih yixing gadateng, tapi diakhir acara jongdae bilang 'nanti kami dateng lagi bareng yixing' you wiss tak pegang kata-katamu ya mz
4. gakena air suci jongin:( tp seengganya bisa liat karena gue juga persis dibawahnya
5. gue ngerekam playboy sekai high quality karena gue persis dibawahnya
6. sempet ngerekam sehun jalannya aneh gitu patah-patah gajelas
7. eye contact sama jongin dan kyungsoo
8. jongin smirk dan twerking depan gue
9. kyungsoo dada2 persis didepan gue 2 kali, yang pertama pas Machine, kedua gue lupa dan itu lama, awalnya ekspresi dia seperti biasa O_O trus senyum sesudahnya manis banget yawla 
10. dengan begitu bias gue berganti dari sehun jadi jongin. plus kyungsoo.
11. gue pingin liat mereka nyanyi wolf sama lightsaber tapi ternyata gaada :( tapi ada exodus, playboy, don't go, let out the beast sama el dorado jadi yaudahlah
12. pas peterpan mereka depan banget lah gakeliatan padahal yang paling gue tungguin hiks
13. gue sempet teriak 'JONGIN NIKAHIN GUE' dan gue minta maaf untuk siapapun yang di fancamnya kedengeran suara gue
14. pas punggung gue pegel, trus tiba-tiba kyungsoo jalan ke depan gue mendadak sembuh:) halah
15. best weekend of my life

mereka nafas, mereka idup, mereka jalan-jalan depan gue. mereka bukan lagi orang-orang yang cuma bisa gue liat dari depan layar. mereka ganteng banget gue sempet nangis pas pertama-kali jongin sama sehun jalan ke depan gue pas playboy. mereka ganteng banget.

thank you EXO <3

kayanya kalo taun depan mereka dateng gue bakal nonton lagi. ini sampe sekarang aja masih kebayang senyumnya kyungsoo jsdaubuskf

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